Projecting

I’m Pre-Mad

I’ve been working on a new prototype of mad:  Pre-Mad.

That’s because today is the day before Nick’s going to forget that it’s our six month anniversary.

I already know so well the things which will piss me off that now I get to enjoy this irritation days in advance as I brace for the actual event that will annoy me.

I also get pre-mad about how he will not invite me to do things, he’ll instead say something like, “If you want to hang out then that’s fine.”

I’ve decided that I will no longer respond to these awkward attempts.  This will either condition him or drive him crazy.  Either is fine.